GUILTY OBSESSIONS

 I leisurely reckon

The sweetest memories

each unwinds from the depth

of an immeasurable longing

I remember the promise

we carved into a willow

the bark whispered the wind

a mystical love like angels

Do you remember my scent

every teardrop you wiped

the distance we had

was as if reveling

alone today i catch my breath

into the darkness that seals my skin

burning in resilient desire

to see your wholesomeness

why does your voice keep me awake

frosts my soul in distant breeze

it calls my name in wide imagining

or is it only that I see you reach

take my breath away

kiss me, celebrate my body

disturb my senses

and whisper our fancy prayer

Do you want me now

care for me now

need me in stillness

indulge me in gentleness

I don’t understand

the thought of losing you

every bit of my soul

has always been in you

To face tomorrow

is regret and sorrow

the silence feeds me in

frightened in day dreaming

The life I have led

was unsurpassed like heaven

If you’re futile of coming

what else is there to live